Be Happy.

Whenever I fell, no one was there to catch me. Whenever I cried, no one was there to comfort me. Whenever I smiled, there was no one smiling back. I've done all of the emotional repairs by MYSELF. My family was never there. My friends never existed. They never understood me and what I was going through. I always felt like I was living in a movie. Not one of those happy ending movies, or romantic comedies. More like of those crappy horror movies like Carrie. All I ever wanted was a friend that understands me. Someone that understands my family issues, my taste in music, my taste in movies/tv, and my love for cats (but who doesn't like cats?). Honestly, though, that might never happen. I might never meet someone as cool as I am *keep telling yourself you're cool, Catie…*. But maybe similarities may not matter. Maybe I always let people slip through my fingers because I never give them a chance. And I'm sorry I never gave you a chance (you know who I'm talking to). I just want happiness and comfort. Maybe I should give people more chances. Maybe I should just accept the fact that not everyone will be what I expected. I just need to pull on my big-girl pants, and show the world that I'll be okay. Even though, right now I'm not okay (My Chemical Romance, anyone?). But shit happens, and you can't stay in the darkness forever. Sometimes you need to shine light on a dark situation, even though you don't want to. Surround yourself with people that make you smile, even though those people may not understand you. Don't be alone forever, because sometimes 'the quiet is violent.'

Step away from the darkness. <3