For the Lonely

I'm lonely.

I know I said this before, but I have to say it again. Being lonely feels like you are in a dark room with no way out. It's like you can still see everyone around you, but no one even looks at you. It's like your "friends" can't see you, but you can see them. Being lonely is hard. Everyday it's a constant battle in my mind fighting for happiness. Maybe I'll be happy today, maybe I won't. It all depends on who I am that day. Will I be a beautiful, courageous girl or will I be a hideous, doubtful girl? I can't choose, only my emotions can. If my friends or family don't realize I'm lonely and depressed, why am I still here? Why don't I run away? There's no where to run. But, one day they'll come to me, alone and sad. And because I'm a nice person, I'll comfort them. But I hope they know that I was sad and alone once. Did they comfort me? No. So don't expect me to always be there for you, if your not there for me. If you're lonely, let's talk through it together. It's not all about you, it's not all about me, it's all about us. Let us defeat the battle of loneliness, together.

Are you lonely?