Friendship…?

Friendship is an issue for me.

I wake up with one text - from my dad. I spend the day by myself, walking around town. I watch YouTube, and then I go to bed. No human contact between me and anyone else. It's lonely. I wish I had someone to talk to, to tell all of my problems to. I want to laugh until my abomination hurts. I want to cry until I don't know why I'm crying. I want to talk until my voice goes raw. I would have that if I had true friends. If I had someone there to care for me, I would have that. It sucks not having anyone there to support me. It sucks not having someone to talk to. All of my emotions are bottled up, and I'm waiting to explode. I want to feel love. I want to know that I have someone. I want happiness. I can't have happiness without friends.

Friendship is everything, yet nothing at the same time.