Love and Trust

I want someone to love and trust.

Not like a dating relationship, but a friendship. I want to know that if I fall, there will be someone to catch me. And hold me until my scars heal. I want to know that if I was cold, there will be someone to give me a blanket. And hug me until I felt better.

Those people are hard to find, and easy to lose. If I ever find someone like that, again, I want to be able to know that I will never lose them. That their hand will never slip out of mine. I want to find someone that won't hesitate to call me at 3 a.m. to tell me about their life. I want to find someone that will always know how I feel. I want a lot of things, but sometimes I never get them. Will I ever find someone like this?

I want to think that I will, but I have my doubts.