Who am I?
A simple question is asked, and I don't have an answer for that. I don't know who I am. I'm Catie, yes, but who is "Catie"? I haven't really lived long enough to create relations with people to tell me who I am. I could say I'm creative, thoughtful, nice…but, those aren't really unique traits. I could say I'm 5'2, a brunette, and wear a size 5 in shoes…but, you could find anyone with those traits. I'm going to try to tell you who I am, but in reality I have no clue who I am. So, this is what I'd tell you if I ever met you.
"Hi, I'm Catie. I'm really awkward around people, so sorry if I seem strange. I don't have many friends, I don't know why, but that's okay. I don't need friends, because I'm better off living with four cats. I don't think I'm beautiful on the outside, but I know I am on the inside. I don't have a religion, so that makes me an atheist. I sometimes feel lonely, but that's okay… Sometimes I randomly cry because the world sucks, but I can't do anything about that. Someone once told me that 'someday you'll find who you are', but you can't find out who you are. You have to create who you are; I am Catie…"
By the third sentence the person I'm talking to has already left. I'm too weird and quirky, I guess. But, (hopefully) there's someone out there for everyone. Either it's just a friend or a soulmate, I'd be happy. So, nice to meet you, I'm Catie. :P
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